Sunday, January 21, 2007

Bethany and sister

I saw my dear Katie this weekend. Of course, her compulsion to leave indiscreet comments on my blog following this encounter must be some horrible lapse of judgment caused by the shock of saying goodbye once more.

I am pretty behind on school work, after taking off for the weekend, also. How does that make any sense. I took my laptop and work with me, filled with good intentions...

I went to church this morning. I had some thoughts. My thoughts are growing less and less share-worthy. Neglecting all airs and appearances I could put on, I just don't get it anymore. Why is church this way? Why am I this way? Where is the lie, because it is somewhere, inside of me, or is it just everywhere. There is a lie floating around, I swear it, and once I can put my finger on it, there will be no more believing it.


8 comments:

katie said...

BETHANYYYYY!!! you're no fun! you deleted my last comment! jerk!

The Bruce said...

Hey! it was really good to see you today, i was sorry we didn't get to chat more. i don't even know if i got to finish telling you where i work... i work at an organic food store... i think of you sometimes there because you'd fit in there with all the vegetarians and vegans... anyway, take care dude. peace

oh yeah, and i loved how Jim kept saying Emelec in his sermon instead of elimelech...

Kent said...

Satan has been called the father of lies and the prince of darkness. So I quote Bruce Cockburn :"Kick the darkness until it bleeds daylight"

Kent

brent potter said...

thats a sweet pic

jacquie said...

bethany... you, me, heid...philly...april. holla.

° ÐãVeØ ° said...

Bethany, keep your head up.
There will always be these times when we have no idea what's going on or why, and we just have to trust that there is a single truth and things will always happen which seem to distort it, but it still remains the same.
Smile, Jesus loves you.

jacquie said...

no problem

DanieLucas said...

oh, mi querida amiga.